Christmas this year... a lot on our plate...

Well, Christmas this year was full of busy, on the go, stressful stuff. We still don't have Kent well. This stresses me out. I love that man and I can't stand to see him suffer... please keep him in your prayers- I am praying we can get this all figured out before the baby gets here. I want to be able to enjoy Khloe when she gets here. I want KENT to be able to enjoy her. I want him to be able to fully enjoy life... without a headache or stomach hurting or chest pain....

Christmas this year was stressful, yes, but it was so awesome. Awesome in that this is the first year Kensley really "gets" everything. She had a BLAST opening gifts, going to see family and just being in the Christmas spirit. I really wish I would've tried to focus more on what Christmas is all about, but I failed. :( I had so much on my mind that I let the most important part go. My goal for next year is to really focus on Jesus' birthday vs getting presents from everyone. I feel like a failure :/

House hunting-- still going. We think we found something, though - so I'm a little relieved. I say "little" because I won't be completely relieved until we sign on the line securing the house. My head is almost just dizzy thinking about everything we have going on right now. I will be delivering in the DFW area- I talked to Kent today and told him we need to make that happen. I had a break down today while we were driving home and I was talking to my mom on the phone. I want to have Khloe where we are right now so bad- I love my doctor, I ADORE my friends (they are THE best ever. hands down.) but I want to be able to have her in DFW b/c that's where we'll be living soon.... I don't want to deliver 3+ hours away from where our next home will be. I want the dr in DFW to deliver me.... that way if anything happens, he's right there. Not 3 hours away. I don't have to hang around here for post op appts and all that jazz while my house is waiting on me in DFW. I just want to be settled. My body wants to be settled. My head/mind wants to be settled. I don't deal with stress well and this is just about to do me in.

Anyways- I feel better blogging about the stuff going on right now- feels good to just "get it out". Here are some fun pictures from this Christmas holiday.... I forgot my good camera at home (I was devastated!) so I had to use my mom's point and shoot.... but that's ok. I just wanted the memories :)